Basking in the love of God

hmm... had alot of stuffs that i wanted to blog about.. alot of pictures... silly pictures that i took through the past few months that i wanted to put up... but i just feel like typing away and sharing...


was away for three days.. had Gen 12ii Mission training camp... this camp is totally unlike Meta camp... though we had it at PGP again.. and i stayed in the same block.. though diff room...


it's indeed a really refreshing 3 days for me.. really .. and i'm still basking in the love of God... haha...


i guess through this camp.. through being immersed in the Word of God for 3 days, i've grown in my relationship with God once again...


been reallie disappointed with my Dad's refusal to give me permission to go for my mission trip.. and haven;t really been walking right with God in a way... i kept rushing in and out of the presence of God for the past few months..


Had personal retreat on the 2nd day of the camp.. was reading the article that my staff in charge, Esther prepared for us... about how hurriedness kills relationship with God... looking through the checklist for the hurriedness disease, i ticked almost everything.. and i realised that yah... though i do my quiet time and pray... but i've been rushing in and out of these times.. i haven't been spending quality time with God, i haven't spent time with God in solitude for a long long time...


just spent a long time with God.. and i realised that indeed, i'm loving Him more and more.. how amazing... how wonderfully God answers our prayers..... i prayed for God to teach me how to love Him more 1 month ago.. and i see it being answered now... thank You LORD... =)


not my will but Your will be done... thank you to every single one of you who have been worried about me... who have been praying for me... thank you... don't worry.... i know that if it is God's will for me to go on the trip.. He will break down all the obstacles...


serene.. if you're reading this.. thank you... for being such a caring SM... -huGs- i've really learnt alot from you and i'll continue to keep you in my prayers... continue to trust in God.... He's our Jehovah Jireh ok..? =)


Hui'en... i think you read my blog lah huh.. haha.. thanks gal.. for always being there... for being the buddy who seems to be always going through the same erms... situations as me... i'll never forget my year 2 life in NUS... reallie.. though always complaining about how we see each other so many times per week.. but i reallie appreciated your company and your advice... =D
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one last thing to share.... i just wanna thank God for His love... that is unconditional... i guess as i serve Him through the past year... i've forgotten that God does not need me to serve Him... He doesn't.. that strip away whatever title i'm holding He still loves me just the same.... the reason He calls me to serve is to learn to trust in His faithfulness.. to learn more about Him... and truly to love Him...