~Girls' Night Out~

the night out with ever dearest cedar gang... heh heh.. missing weiting though... heard that we're gonna banish her from our gang liaos ... ooPs....

the food!! yummie... from TCC... heh ~

more yummie food~ love the way they decor the food... heh heh... photography worthy..


the gang! the colours vs the dull and boring.... =P

the colourful people!!!! =)


the lousy wifey who refuses to let me 'eat soft rice' .. hais... so mean right...? =P

My Place in this world - Michael W. Smith

My Place In This World - Michael W. Smith

The wind is moving
But I am standing still
A life of pages
Waiting to be filled
A heart that's hopeful
A head that's full of dreams
But this becoming
Is harder than it seems

Feels like I'm
Looking for a reason
Roamin' through the night to find
My place in this world
My place in this world
Not a lot to lean on
I need your light to help me find
My place in this world
My place in this world

If there are millions
Down on their knees
Among the many
Can you still hear me
Hear me asking
Where do I belong?
Is there a vision
That I can call my own?

Show me, I'm
Looking for a reason
Roamin' through the night to find
My place in this world
My place in this world
Not a lot to lean on
I need your light to help me find
My place in this world

my life thus far~

Hui hui and me~ haha... slacking away during choc party.. yuMMies~
Peixin and me! shagged after cleaning up... x_X

a cat that i met after morning jog.. heh.. i know it's blur lah.. but this cat made me a little happier~ =)

Easter Sunday School! =) loads of kids!


Kids listening to story....

my p4 kid!! little gabriel is kawaii~ and a shy boy boy... =P

Lunch with peixin and hui'en at long john! peixin's sad that she's only eating the tray... *patpat*


Pre exams retail therapy resulted in this nice looking pouch! =) bought @ Bukit Panjang Plaza...

i told hui'en that i'll blog about this... miss banana read the zhen ji as yan wuo... my goodness.. her birds' nest really comes cheap.....

ok.. we were bored on the train... heh heh...

my life

was doing QT today and this song came to mind once again... somehow i think i'm going through this entire cycle of having to be brought to the point of realizing that once again.. time and again.. i've failed to surrender my life to God..

i really struggle with that line...
" Wishes and dreams that are yet to come through..."

i think yesterday, as Shuhui prayed for me.. i'm reminded that God isn't just interested in my walk with Him.. in what area am I serving... but He is interested in the things that matters to me as well.. my hopes.. my dreams and my interests... that really really comforted me alot... that my God is not high up there.. ignoring the smallest details of my life.. but that He cares... He really does...

2 Corinthians 4:18
as we look not to the things that are seen but to the things that are unseen. For the things that are seen are transient, but the things that are unseen are eternal.


i was just reflecting upon this verse...

I think God has reminded me that I will never be satisfied with life.... because it isn't perfect... but to look forward to what lies in the future... the eternal kingdom of God...

=)



I Offer my life

All that I am, all that I have
I lay them down before you, oh Lord
All my regrets, all my acclaims
The joy and the pain, I'm making them yours

Lord, I offer my life to you
Everything I've been through
Use it for your glory
Lord I offer my days to you
Lifting my praise to you
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer you my life

Things in the past, things yet unseen
Wishes and dreams that are yet to come true
All of my heart, alll of my praise
My heart and my hands are lifted to you

What can we give
That you have not given?
And what do we have
That is not already yours?
All we possess
Are these lives we're living
That's what we give to you

thoughts

i put this picture as my wallpaper for my handphone.... cute isn't she? but somehow.. today.. as i looked at the picture on my handphone.. i felt sad... a sinking feeling...

i guess the picture reminded me of my desire to work with animals... today.. i shared on two occassions, about how i never wanted to get into life science in NUS.. that i had wanted to do vet science... on both occassions, people weren't really interested ... well.. it's not that i'm bothered that people weren't interested in what i am interested in.. but i guess it made me remember my passion once again...

i know that i'm really blessed... i know that God has blessed me with good results all the while.. and i'm thankful for that.. and it has come to a point where i started to question.. so what now? what do You want me to do with these? what do You want me to do with my life? I know i have to live my life to bring glory and honour to You, but what exactly can i do?

I think i'm tired.. really.. tired of interacting with humans... never knew that it can get so tiring.. i wish i could say that i love working with people.. but i dun... i just wanna work with the animals... i just wanna wander about.. experiencing new things... discovering new stuffs...

i remember weiye once asked me if i'll regret giving up on the scholarship.. i told him no...

it isn't that i've given up.. but i'm not being given the chance to... perhaps it's not what i wanna do as well... i dun really know... i like animals.. i wanna work with them... i wanna study them.. i wanna understand them... but everything just seems so broad... Singapore just seems too small... too limited...

Life isn't just about being happy...

I miss the excitement of a netball match...

I miss the joy of seeing a golden retriever... a husky.. an alaskan malamute.. a schnauzer... a corgy... of hugging them.. of being licked by them...

i miss night cycling... the cool night breeze and the stillness of the night....

i miss exploring different places in Sydney...

Random shots~

yummy egg~... i wanna poke the egg yolk~~~ =)

Shuhui's bday cake.. ok.. slice of cake... courtesy of boss.. who always buys one slice of cake from Spinelli for birthday celebration... -__-"

YuMMie chicken rice from Dover Market.. i think... had lunch cum "PT" with boss and Dillon... =S yah! and there's like two chicken rice stores over there.. and they fight for customers! as in they're like super eager to get u seated and super eager to get ur orders.. so stress....

yummy.. almond jelly.. i love longans... heh heh.. =)

bread with chickie floss and cheese... bread is like super thick.. not very nice though... forgot the name of the restaurant liaos.. but it's in lot 1.. that's all i know..

tadaa... presenting.. the dog.. the little mr. bean and the giant rabbit! =) i was bored...